nedjelja, 03.06.2007.

divim se..........

Usidjelica

Ta je osebujna djevojka
Za vrijeme obredne travanjske šetnje
Sa svojim posljednjim kavalirom
Otkrila, odjednom, da joj nepodnošljivim
Biva
Ptičji nepravilan cvrkut
I nered lišća
Povrijeđena tim metežom,
Promatrala je kako kretnje njenog
Ljubavnika uznemiruju ravnotežu
Uzduha,
Kako njegov nejednak korak luta
Izđikalom divljinom paprati i cvijeća.
Ocijenila je da su latice u pometnji,
Cijelo godišnje doba, neuredno.
Kako je tad čeznula za zimom! –
Skrupulozno strogom u njenom redu
Bijelog i crnog
Leda i kamena, svaki osjećaj unutar granica,
A ledena disciplina srca
Precizna poput sniježne pahulje.
A ovdje - pupanje
Dovoljno neobuzdano da baci njenih pet
kraljevskih osjetila
U vulgarnu zbrku - nepodnošljiva izjava.
Neka slaboumni
Teturaju opijeni u ludnici proljeća:
Ona se uredno povukla.
I oko svoje kuće postavila
Takvu barikadu bodljika i zapreka
Protiv smutljivog vremena
Koju nijedan buntovni muškarac neće
Moći probiti
kletvom, šakom, prijetnjom,
Ili, pak, ljubavlju...

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to je sylvia plath, bila je vjerojatno jako frustrirana i ubila se je, zar ne izgleda ko samoubojica?????
a-a, izgleda ko žena puna životne radosti, tako slika govori, slika laže.

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utorak, 22.05.2007.

da i ja se vozim svaki dan (skoro)

"ti točkovi voze me gde god poželim, svi znaju me i znaju da sam najbrža,
okrećem pedale............ juriomo kroz grad.....
na biciklu sampo ceo dan, jurimo kroz grad paaaaapaarararaaaapammmapppamaaaa
sve kočnice su ispravne vožnja je sigurna, svetla odlična ali zvonce.. nisam baš zadovoljna:)
zvonce mora da glasno je da čuješ kad ja dođem:)!
by: oružjem protiv otmičara


pesma je zwer:D
simpatična je jako, zagrlio bih ju:D

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utorak, 15.05.2007.

jel i vi?

jel se osjeate ko smeće, bezvoljna gamad, nezadovoljno, bojite s enečega, kukavice pod povećalom, sramota, nedostojna gamad, smrdljiva, slomljena vam kičma, nemate šanse dati kreativnosti mjesta u životu, nema šarenila????

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osjećate se..... hmmm.... pa skupljam sve komadiće snage, crpim ih, od nekud, neznam ni sam odakle... i opet mi sereš da nije dovoljno da se mora ispočetka, a ni sam ne radiš na pravi način??
koji kurac želiš? pusti me, vidiš da čistim i metem, u svojoj glavi.

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i opet želim provocirati i opet se osjećam prljavo, nedostojno. da. dođi da ti pokažem svoje crnilo.

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ponedjeljak, 14.05.2007.

unutrašnjost ti je gladna.

If you don`t trust them,
You don`t have to fear them.
You can`t live in peace
If you didn`t had a winning fight.

So there you lay in this
Shitty hole full of shit.
You smell like dead meat.
You wish to wash it away,
You can`t, it will always
Be there.

If you don`t trust them,
You don`t have to smell like them.

Against all my wishes,
Against all my hate,
You love my emptyness.

Provocate me,
I won`t reject you,
Provocate me,
You won`t feel sorry after it.

So there you lay in this
Place, it`s cold, it smells.
There you live in famine,
Without permission, a kiss.
There you live in famine,
Famine in me,
My emptyness.

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subota, 21.04.2007.

hoće li ona pucati????

SANDY SUE IN HER OLD CAFÉ

There i sit,
So alone, like i never was before.
I sit on this old chair in this
Old café and i drink my cold coffe.
The pianist plays,
His fingers can`t stop.
It`s faster every second.

There i sit,
So alone, like i never was before.
Around me i see
Faces, desperate, lot of scars.

The dream is true.
I sit alone, in my world,
With my cold coffe.
I can do what i want,
They don`t see, they don`t
Have eyes.
The colours turn to grey,
I drink my coffe, everything is
Full of life, colourfull again.

There i sit, i think..
There i think,
I feel like sandy sue.
Candy says what she wants,
sandy is cool.

The dream is just a dream.
Not real, not a fake.
It is in my mind.
I feel free.
In my dream i can kill everyone i want to.
I feel free,
In my dream i can piss on everyone i want.
I hate everyone i want.

I drink my coffe,
I realize it`s all a dream.
Will she be free one day?
I realize she is alone there,
In jail.
She is scared,
She can`t drink her cold coffe.
Sandy sue is in jail.
Sandy was a bad bad girl. Sandy could make a killing.
Poor thing. She holds her pistol. Very brave.
Will she fire?

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utorak, 17.04.2007.

the sweet thruth, the sweetest lies...

We have our reasons to change the story,
We need an alibi,
Sometimes we just want to hurt someone,
Someone who hurted us before,
But sometimes i guess
There are just situations where
We want to run away from discomforts
We have through our life.

Sometimes it`s just an other way to lie.
What is the story??
Isn`t it an other way of lie??
We agree it is the best way to ignore the truth.

The big snake on the tree,
Sits there encircled with spiders and
Insects.
The snake is the center.
The snake sees the truth,
Our lies.

I hope i will be the snake,
I hope i will see thruth and lie.
I hope i will…

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subota, 10.03.2007.

the time to begin from the start.....

Play my secret game…… it will never end

I wanna hurt your naked body
Make love
See the world, with you
Now.

I`m waiting here, i pray, the pictures will end.
The skinny children in famine with their fat mothers
Will ruin me, if i won`t punish them.
This little whore thinks she`ll tell
Me the secrets, the stories,
Baby, i know to fly totally alone without the
Permission of my mother,
I wanna hurt your naked body.

I am the living dream, mystic,
Doing everything without permission.
We sought for reasons to do it,
Reasons will never exist,
They don`t, realize i will always get what i want.

Create hate the
Best way you can,
With love and
Satisfaction, insane.
How life can be how you wish,
Baby you waste your time. Grow.
The mystic lives in my heart, I`ll show you.
I`m waiting here, i won`t reject you,
Come, you should know i suffered the same,
Taste the forbidden fruits, let`s take off into the
Sky, the deep sky, let`s say goodbye to the
Humanic toutures.

If we stay here for our whole life
We won`t hold the key, we won`t
Enter my mystic heart, the tourtures won`t end.

Let us visit places like south france,
We will get insane and we will drink wotka,
We will create the mystic.
We will understand the tourtures, the insane things
WE LOVE.
Put my hands all over your body, let me
Try the forbidden.

I don`t think you know the secret of pleasure,
Close your eyes, you like it.
Try it, close your big eyes, open your big lips,
Taste the forbidden honey.
I hold sway over you, realize, give i tup now, now.
Play my secret game, it will never end.

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srijeda, 10.01.2007.

darling, sve što želiš je darling. darling te ždere.

You make me lost in this cold night,
But i feel the heat, so close.
Darling i think that you don`t trust me,
That you don`t belive in my empty words.

Give me a last kiss for goodbye,
Let me taste your frozen lips,
Let me fall into this place,
Let me earn all the products my mind gave.
Darling they don`t know anything, kiss them.
Show them the secrets, darling has a secret.

The cold night suddenly becames hotter,
But i feel colder, I have a secret.
I still belive that you could make it better,
But you can`t.
I`m the only one who knows darlings` secret.
Darling told me.

At once darling became a creature,
The personificated monster ruined the perfect dream,
IT ruined, coldly, it didn`t cared about my perfect dream.

From your transcendentally sight it seemed to be so perfect,
But now, when darling ruined it all, when i lost it all,
Please fuck off forever, i wanna see you on your knees,
You won`t trust to say anything, fuck off forever,
Darling is the beast which created me, but i created darling,
Darling knows only what i know. I know the secrets.
Again and again, you hate me, but i don`t care,
Again and again i hate myself, but not darling.
Again i feel the need to create a new darling, not a perfect one
But one, which will belive in my empty words.
Fuck off and let me dream about my perfect little wolrd,
Where i can think whatever i want, where i can think i know the secret,
Darling has a secret.

I feel my frozen lips, I`m darling,
Everyone is darling, darling on his own way,
darling is someone who looks like me, darling sucks.
Again and again, you hate me but not more as i do, but
Again and again i love me more, it lasted, but it`s over.
Darling woke up.


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subota, 06.01.2007.

moments...

I don`t care and it doesn`t matters…. Well i can`t see things you see.. and from the wiev it can look so perfect.. but the bitter thruth is it`s not and it will never be…
Can`t you see that i don`t care? Fuck off and let me in peace
Anything you say should be treated like perfect, but honey it`s not
Baby you think that there is something wrong with me, but who cares?

Baby let me take my keys, let me swim in the uniqe ocean
Let me forget the sentences i don`t care about, let me take the keys..
Let me taste all these things which are like super drugs.. i don`t care and get out from my way
Noone cares baby, and i don`t care too
Let me take the keys, let me in peace
Nothing will stop me on this bitter road,
You can say what ever you want, but i will bring it, alone
And nobody knows the secrets i don`t even know, but who cares, whatfor??
Tell me whatfor, what will it bring?
Nobody knows and nobody cares.. just sandy sue and holy
Today is the end, nobody cares what you say
Can`t you see that i don`t fucking care?
Baby it`s too late..

All these cartoons were lies, baby the bitter realizing hurts
But it was all a lie, sandy sue and holy knew it all the time..
Whatever, i don`t care
Let me swim in the uniqe ocean of secrets, let me freeze on the
Violet streets where reality and something we don`t know become one
Let me take the keys honey
It will never be the same, now i don`t care about your thoughts, nobody will come
When you will scream for help, baby you`ll be happy with your old BMW
Nobody will ask you
I don`t care, not even sandy sue and holy care..
People are crap, everybody knows his secrets, but the ocean knows them all
We will never know the answer, when we freeze, when we again fall in this
Deep hole, in this other night to die, it will never be the same…
The ocean will be our home, we will feel small like you feel your whole life
Baby let me take the keys
Don`t you realize, nobody fucking cares
Don`t you realize, i don`t care, honey it`s too late

I`m not the person you were seeking your whole life, it`s somebody who
Looks like me, i don`t care, nobody cares, sandy sue don`t cares..
Baby go baby go, now i feel the strength you were taking away from me

Sandy sue and holy i hate you.

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utorak, 26.12.2006.

TRANCE

I will put you in a trance, give me love, give me pain, give me what ever you want, blue eyes make you lost, i push myself into you, you let your love go where it wants, where ever over me, again, give me satisfaction in this little bit of pain, once we give satisfaction we forget world for a second, now i`m here and i teach you how to forget, tell them what they wanna hear, but i don`t think you`ll give me pleasure, i know you want me, i`m not gonna hurt you (just kill you), now close your eyes, all over me, the pain, the satisfaction is one with me, ohh ohhhh, give it up, i`d like to put you in a trance, i love you, i give you pain, i give you love, but i hate you like a drug, but i still love something on you, give me the secret things of satisfaction, teach me, i`d like to put you in a trance, to make cruel things, don`t dream, teach you how, i know you want me, satisfaction, i don`t think you know what thing is, i`ll come to you if you tell this short word, close your eyes
Tell them what they wanna hear, make whatever you want to go lost, oh sweetheart this is how it goes, for you it`s all about shame, but what ever they want don`t tell them your rules, make them lost in your game, in the game where all pleasures begin, where you find a peace of pain, make them lost, im not gonna hurt you (just kill you), again, from the begining of the begining, tell your rules, make them clear, tell yourself the rules, make what ever you want, i give you love, i teach you how, i`d like to put you in a trance, once you put your head in the game, it will never be the same, the begining, give it up, let me have my way, i`d like to put me in a trance, all over the way, a romance like a game, life begins, you end, i`ll come, i`m not gonna hurt you (just kill you) and now be brave and close your eyes, all over my skin, meant for noone to drink, it`s all abaut a game, i`d like to put you in a trance, ahhh, put me in a trance, let your lips taste the milk, like poison for your body, go, oh my baby, i think we gonna win the game, the prize is mine, the medal ours, if i make a end, it`s mine, give it up, let my needs make never end, i have my head in the game, i only love the material
All over the game i was poison for you, i won`t intoxicate you, i don`t think you know what game is, i won`t come to you, i`m going to hurt you, close your eyes, everything is meant for me, i`d like to put me in a trance, tell me the rules, i`ll do what ever i want, i think this medicine will make you feel better, but nothing will make you again lost in my game, i created this creature, a fucking romance, it will make you lost in fogy ways, when you will expect it i wont reject it, i teach them how to, i`d like to put me in a trance, i have again the head in the game, i only love the things i love, i give you pain, i`d like to put you in something what`s not my trance, i`m not gonna hurt them, close your eyes and let my gift to you come close, let it go all over your body, make a long dream, never wake up, it`s all just a game, a deadly game, but it`s too late, so fuck off, i`d like to put me in a trance, ohhhh, teach me live in satisfaction, oh this angelic whore will become a foe, i`m the angelic whore, i`m the favourite theme, i`d like to put them in a trance, i will reject it, give it up and let me have my game, i`d like to put you in a trance again and again, close your eyes, let the needs become one with you, the animal ends his sleep, it hates you from feet to your goldy locks, all over it was just a game, ahhhhh, i think you don`t know the rules i told them once…. I know you won`t hurt me…. This angelic whore…. All over meeeeeeee, all over you, where ever it wants, let the animalic become true, let you feel satisfaction in this little bit of pain…. I`d like to put me in a trancewink

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